This is what I ran into early this morning when I was walking around through the streets. Driven by fear. Not able to sleep.
Moving through passages of Life will bring up every part in you.
Turning you right into the places where love has never appeared before.
Fear can drive you crazy, working your body into every phenomena of tightness, dizziness, sleeplessness, shakiness, breathlessness … If you look deeper then that you can find a pathway in it. A friend showing up with a treasure. Often fear is that which disconnects us from our true heart. Our nature.
That doesn’t mean that it is easy for us to face it. We have to be willing to fully give up every subtle protection of that which gives us a sense of build up security.
Going through such phases seems so overwhelming at times. Unbearable for our sense of being.
But at some point we do not have a choice. The only way out is in.
What our human really needs is a deep compassion in it. And space for every aspect of it. The fear. The resistance. The Running. The opening. The surrender. And every aspect is deeply loveable on its own.
Bringing love into the very abandoned places, knocking on your door.
There is also that kind of fear that is deeply driven by your programming. Your strategies of early protection, early wanting to be loved and all else what is there in our human field. The beliefs and ancestoral imprints you wear deeply in your genes..
This fear often unconsciously rules the whole show. You find yourself in reappearing situations where it seems to be no way out.
And most of the times you then judge yourself on top of it. For being again in this situation. For being afraid…
I want to tell you that you are deeply right exactly where you are. This is the exact situation created for you to support you in a way where you can look deeper. Where there is the opportunity for you to reveal what lies beneath. Where love wants to expand deeper❤️🔥
I don’t say this is easy. And I feel you in every fear and the helplessness around.
But know that it is exactly where you need to be right now. Beyond your understanding.